PathEtiC
You though you could make it out
Un-sym-pat-hetic Trying to find your way, scrambling and running around
Then I will come and smash you Fucker into the ground
E-mpe-thetic You thought you could be just like me?
Kill people and get fucked up and still breathe
Ho-rr-ific You screamed when I told you your past
Now bitch you’re lying on your ass
Po-et-ic Wanting to learn from all my mistakes
Trying to write something with such distaste
Sin-ister-istic You say you could kill, maim, and destroy
But look at you MOTHERFUCKER; you’re just a toy
No one would want you to be
I hate you, learning from all your lies I never knew you could be like me
Now I see that you have shown me who you are
PATHETIC you’re the one who tries to be sympathetic
Trying to be the empathetic one who knows of the horrific
Scenes of all the poetic shit, you sinisteristic bitch
You showed me who you are (3x)
PATHETIC
SearCHING
I’VE FINALLY MADE IT OUT I’VE FOUND Everything you’ve ever wanted me to be All the wishes and dreams finally have come true I’ve finally found YOU Telling me that I’m all you ever wanted Then how come my life has become so haunted? You look at me with pride and everything INSIDE I LOOK AT YOU….I WANT YOU TO DIE You might like me and the serenity about me You always look at me with a keen eye I see you I want you to DIE I HATE YOU, everything and it all I’m going to get you fucker and you’re going to fall You will be bawling and crying while I leave you and wish you die I don’t want to be with you, you’re not my type, but fucker Its all going to become a fight I will win and leave you with all this sin I don’t give a shit fucker about what you’re going to do But fucker, all of this is annoying the shit out of me Fucker everything you said may have been true Saying you loved me but FUCKER I DON’T WANT TO BE WITH YOUI (lesson)
I learned my lessonWhen I first came to this bitter session
I hoped that my life could actually have a meaning
Now look what am I to me?
I followed on all you told me
I followed you with self-pity
I FOLLOWED WHAT YOU SAID
I WENT BY EVERYTHING
I LEFT IT ALL BE DEAD
ITS YOU WHO I WANTED TO HURT
You were the teacher that told me I wouldn’t get shot
I NEVER should have listened to that and let you ROT
Sadly I still wonder where you are
Sadly I still wish you were here in my arms
SO I COULD MAIM YOUR SOUL
AND LET YOU SUFFER AND TAKE YOUR GREAT TOLL!
HIDEOUS THOUGHTS OF WHAT I COULD DO RUN THROUGH MY MIND
NOW YOU’RE GONNA SUFFER FROM ALL THE PAIN
Now I’m here all alone wondering how to carry out LIFE
I NEVER SHOULD’VE LISTENED to YOU!
Lost and without question
I learned my lesson
BiTTER (sweetNESS)
LIFE WHAT A WONDERFUL THINGHAVING NOTHING TO DO WITH ME
GLADLY I’M HERE NOT CARING
LEAVING EVERYONE ELSE DESPARING
HOPE IS NOW IN MY GRASP
OF WATCHING YOU FALL ON YOUR ASS
LAUGHING AT ALL THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE
KNOWING THE TIME IT WILL TAKE
I WILL BE FAR AWAY FROM THE MISTAKE
HEARING YOU CRYING
WILL LEAVE ME WONDERING
HOW EXACTLY ARE YOU DYING?
PERHAPS YOU MAY BE BURNING IN A FLAMING INFERNO
I DON’T REALLY GIVE A FUCK NOW ON WHERE YOU GO
I JUST HOPE YOU WILL LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES
THAT SOME DAY I’M GOING TO SEE TO IT
THAT YOU DON’T GET ANOTHER TO PLAY WITH
YOU WILL BE SIX FEET UNDER AND I WILL BE LAUGHING
CAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS NOW GRASPING
TRYING TO ESCAPE ETERNAL TORMENT
NOW YOU WILL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE FUCKED WITH
Killing Of Grace
Here we are WHAT THE FUCK YOU GONNA DO? How could we do better? How can you be better?You smile at me as I walk by WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HERE NOW YOU’RE GONNA DIE! BURN FOR ALL THE BULLSHIT PAY FOR ALL OF IT
Gladly I look into your eyes and see all the hate inside THE KILLING OF GRACE I CAN see it all over you FACE! Twisted thoughts of all you wanted
BUT NOW FUCKER I’M HERE THE ONE YOU CAN’T ESCAPE You thought you could play with my life as if I were a puppet? Now look at you, AWW FUCK IT
DIE AND LIVE FREE DIE AND LIVE WITHOUT ME YOU BROUGHT THIS You tried to give me a kiss
THE KILLING OF GRACE WAS CAUSED ALL BY YOU! I HAD NOTHING OF IT TO DO! I HAD NOTHING! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS!
PAY FOR ALL THIS Pay for all THIS Lay with your face aside from reality And learn you jus can’t FUCK WITH ME!
G[L]ORY
Glory to see that you’re gone I’m happy I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG I can finally run without fear And be happy fucker THAT YOU’RE NOT HEREI finally can see everything and hope that you’re now nothing Gazing out at the world I can see you Even if I may not be with you
YOU’RE FUCKING UP ANOTHER SOUL THE GLORY THAT ITS NOT ME MAKES ME FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU NO ONE SHOULD SUFFER FROM ALL THAT YOU BROUGHT ME FUCKER!
Laughing with my friends once again Carrying out my life long dreams With out having you come and redeem The world such a place I don’t see your face
IN MY MIND! I KNOW YOUR KIND! YOU’RE GOING TO MAKE IT MY TIME IM GONNA SEE TO IT THAT YOU CAN’T, YOU CAN’T, YOU CAN’T DESTROY ANOTHER LIFE AND LEAVE IT FOR DEAD
I’m at least happy that you’re not here And I can continue my life on this sphere The glory is such a price to pay When someone has to live you for one day Glory, glory, serenity, happiness, and you SEIZE TO EXIST!
Y()U
You claim like you know meYou claim like you cared
Now look where it has left me
Now I’m sitting here with such despair
I FUCKING HATE YOU
WHY DID I HAVE TO LISTEN?
LOOK WHERE IT HAS LEFT ME
NOW IM NOTHING
NOW IM WONDERING….
I listened to you and thought you were right
Look at me, no more delight
Here I lay wondering what I did wrong
Now all I have is what I have had all along
I FUCKING HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME THINK WE WERE RIGHT
YOU MADE ME LOSE IT ALL THAT ONE NIGHT
LAUGHING AT ME
WHAT ARE YOU?
Looking at the picture of ourselves
I THROW IT AWAY AT THE SHELF!
Slitting my wrists of the pain that has come
CUTTING MYSELF UNTIL I’M DONE!
…here I lay wondering what I did wrong…..
Wondering where it went in the long run….
Looking out the window to see where you are
YOU LIAR! WHY DID I LISTEN TO YOU?
I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
YOU’RE GOING TO SUFFER FROM ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU HAVE CAUSED!
THROWING THE PICTURE AT THE WALL!
LAUGHING AND CRYING!
DESTROYING EVERYTHING AS I WATCH IT FALL!
Why…………..why….why?
Did I listen to you?……you
You…..I FUCKING HATE YOU!
LEAVE ME AND NEVER RETURN!
Here I lay with the knife in my hand
Wondering why did you do all you can?
You…YOU!
YOU!
FUCK YOU!
FUCKiYOUdontCARE
FUCK YOU and bring it back and smash it at you FUCK YOU, kill you, destroy everything about you FUCK all this shit and let it burn FUCK everything you ever told me and take it away I DON’T CAREFUCK IT, you’re the one who’s trying to live up to it Your reputation of FUCKING with people’s lives suits you ….but…guess….what..none of this is going to get to me, everything you ever said made sense till I heard it over again. You told me a few problems that you had, I asked if you wanted me to help you solve them, but guess bitch….
i don’t care(2x)
I don’t care(2x)
I Don’t Care (2x)
I DON’T CARE
FUCK YOU and all your sympathies you had for me
You’re FUCKED up tendencies and everything
Needing to let it be
Escape me and do away with everything
FUCK YOU + I DON’T CARE(2X)
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FUCK everything you said to me
FUCK everything and let it be
FUCK YOU
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Memories...
Lying here in my bed I wonder where you have enveloped into beingI lay here looking at the walls
Seeing pictures and growing sad
Knowing of all the great times we had
I dream of when we were together and I was holding your hand
But now I feel the sadness and can’t understand
I had you, and let you flee
The sadness of all the times burrows within me
My dear sweet angel, I miss everything
I look out the window and see it raining
I remember the night we had
I’m growing cold and more sad
After wiping away the tears
The memories and all that used to be
I’m still crying and feel as if I’m dying
I know this is not what was supposed to happen
But the lord took you, what could I’ve done to stop him?
The funeral made me feel I was lost
But my angel you’re with me and my thought
I loved you and wish I could find another
But you’re all I ever wondered
I had my serenity with you
But how they’re just memories
I grow sad knowing of all the times we had
I loved you
Now you’re with the new
Good bye my dear take care
Remember, the memories, and I
I with you…..
